Spots 
An unfamiliar intimacy can feel alien when personal history is completely erased. Physical longing persists even when identity is lost, creating confusion between past bonds and sudden attraction. A man finding himself in a life he cannot recall must navigate the gap between emotional instincts and missing facts.
Sex Life of the Gods
An out-of-control alien scout craft plummeting toward Earth triggers immediate military alarm across North America. Spacemen operating in secret face catastrophic mechanical failures while atmospheric entry draws the attention of federal authorities. A routine patrol quickly shifts into an urgent hunt for a fallen vessel hidden deep within rugged mountain terrain.
Foreword
Waking beside flaming debris without memories forces a survivor to rely on immediate physical evidence rather than official channels. Personal papers point to a life in Everett, Pennsylvania, alongside a mysterious woman named Beth. Choosing self-preservation, the crash survivor decides to seek answers privately before involving local law enforcement.
Chapter One
Detective Nolan Brice harbors unrequited affection for a woman convinced her missing husband remains alive. Meanwhile, reports of an unidentified flying object draw Secret Service agents into setting up a local command post. Personal desires and federal investigations converge around the quiet town of Everett as search operations begin.
Chapter Two
Vivid dreams of distant shores interrupt physical recovery, leaving behind a persistent sense of displacement. Generous locals offer shelter, but news of strange men asking questions reveals an active pursuit. The suspicion grows that the crash was not an isolated misfortune but the trigger for an ongoing hunt.
Chapter Three
Returning home brings emotional solace, yet unfamiliar domestic surroundings feel like a delicate illusion. Nightfall brings passionate affection alongside unsettling nightmares of futuristic battles on alien worlds. The mind struggles to reconcile quiet marital peace with violent combat memories that feel strikingly authentic.
Chapter Four
Nighttime investigation at the impact zone reveals an unusual fuselage lacking standard wings or tail structures. Discovery of a personalized wristwatch at the wreckage links the mysterious crash directly to an Everett resident. Secrets deepen as investigators keep vital evidence hidden while probing the wreckage under military guard.
Chapter Five
News coverage of the wingless aircraft highlights official bewilderment and ongoing military secrecy. Suspicion intensifies as the survivor reads about missing pilot remains and government checks into experimental crafts. The urgent need for silence becomes obvious when familiar names appear in news stories about the crash.
Chapter Six
Retreating to a secluded mountain cabin provides temporary shelter from city surveillance and pressing questions. Studio canvases reveal portraits of familiar figures, yet visual records do not restore lost personal recollections. Shared warmth before the hearth offers passion, but missing memories maintain an invisible barrier.
Chapter Seven
Exploration of the cabin reveals extensive collections of literature and a formidable array of firearms. Dissecting surrounding objects provides little clarity about original identity, but handling weapons restores practical instincts. Preparing handguns becomes a pragmatic precaution against inevitable discovery by pursuing forces.
Chapter Eight
Fragmented metal recovered from the crash site displays bizarre symbols resembling no known human script. Academic evaluation confirms the markings fall completely outside recognized language families across the globe. Federal agents face the startling possibility that the fallen craft originated beyond terrestrial borders.
Chapter Nine
A routine check of official identification cards reveals a missing physical scar noted in official records. Realizing the body does not match the card forces a terrifying recognition of mistaken identity. Confrontation erupts when a detective arrives, culminating in an extraordinary vanished threat.
Chapter Ten
Reuniting with fellow operatives revives full recollection of identity as Firstspacer Lors of an interstellar force. Dispatches confirm Earth is monitored to evaluate primitive atomic development and establish vital supply links. Crash complications stem from erratic command decisions rather than intentional betrayal.
Chapter Eleven
Duty requires returning to off-planet command, yet emotional attachments to a human partner resist easy dismissal. Superior officers demand focus on galactic trade objectives while treating planetary inhabitants as inferior subjects. Preparing to board the mother ship highlights the painful division between cosmic allegiance and personal feelings.
Chapter Twelve
Visiting the real human captive aboard the starship exposes the psychological toll of prolonged confinement. The detained artist expresses intense anger over stolen freedom and invasive alien study. Observing the human counterpart reinforces an urgent moral desire to rectify cross-world displacement.
Chapter Thirteen
Rejoining an alien partner brings intense passion and familiar planetary customs back into focus. Intimate reunions showcase the beauty of cosmic heritage, yet thoughts of Earth linger unresolved. Physical devotion provides temporary distraction from the ethical crisis brewing in the operative's mind.
Chapter Fourteen
Enlisting a trusted fellow officer creates a bold scheme to return human captives safely to Earth. Risky rescue plans involve bypassing guards and hijacking a fast scout ship from the primary bay. Mutual respect among seasoned spacers turns covert defiance into an actionable escape plot.
Chapter Fifteen
Attempting to extract a human prisoner from medical wards triggers an immediate security response. Desperate gunfire erupts down pristine corridors as the captive attempts a violent escape. Fatal force halts the getaway, leaving one human dead and increasing the urgency for the remaining fugitive.
Chapter Sixteen
Overcoming physical resistance ensures the surviving artist is loaded into the scout craft before containment doors seal. Subduing panic allows the flight control sequence to initiate under heavy hangar observation. Rocket thrusters ignite, blasting the small vessel clear of the mother ship into open space.
Chapter Seventeen
Atmospheric re-entry becomes a dangerous game of evasive maneuvers against pursuing interceptors. Extreme speeds over polar ice caps and ocean waters stretch flight capabilities to their absolute limits. Dodging past cloud banks creates just enough separation to land undetected near the secluded cabin.
Chapter Eighteen
Delivering the true husband back home resolves confusion while secret service ties help cover up public traces. Farewell moments bring acceptance of separate destinies, leaving room for eventual galactic cooperation. Ascending back toward the starship marks the end of a secret mission and the start of lasting peace.
Chapter Nineteen
A story of identity, alien infiltration, and the clash between cosmic duty and human love.