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A woman in black stares into her lost youth

On a still June evening outside the Klampenborg concert hall, the narrator notices a pale woman in black sitting motionless by a lit window while an orchestra plays Chopin. She looks without seeing, as if something far away blinds her, and to the narrator she seems like a ghost ship on the Öresund. Her story, heard that night, is retold simply 'for quiet thinkers.' The epigraph sets the terms: 'Schrijf! schrijf! Heerlijk Leven!', a plea that life fill the pages with joy or sorrow, but never leave them white.

Part 1

Hunger for experience blinds Kaja to the love beside her

Kaja, not yet nineteen, dances home from skating with Peter Dam, a handsome second-rate actor, and stops at uncle Frans, a thirty-five-year-old gymnasium teacher. Frans warns that in love one must never settle for less than the very best, because a lulled conscience takes bitter revenge. She reads him a poem copied from his dead friend's 'Gedenkboek', begging life to write anything at all on her pages. Once she leaves, Frans slams the door: he loves her himself, and despises Peter Dam as a hollow phrasemaker.

Part 2

Living without thinking cannot sustain a marriage

Married to Peter Dam, Kaja loves their home more than the man, who sings 'live, don't think' and has her perform under a red lampshade so he can admire her throat. When Frans comes to dinner she sings him a song whose refrain is 'alleen verdriet', then resolves to keep him away. Peter neglects her, staying out late, and she forces herself to love him. Coaching his big role, she sees through his empty pathos at the premiere, and her honest criticism sends him out the door.

Part 3

Kaja admits she knew at the altar whom she loved

Pregnant in the countryside, Kaja is attended not by her husband but by Frans, who calls himself 'old' uncle Frans to keep their footing safe. By a brook they feel the same thing and say nothing. Then a newspaper reports Peter Dam returning from Bornholm with the actress Mejuffrouw S. Her son is born in September, nearly costing her life; convinced she may die, she telegraphs Frans and confesses that standing before the altar she realised she loved him, and silenced it.

Part 4

Frans sacrifices his own happiness for her child

Kaja overhears Peter arranging a tryst with Henny Ström, a captain's daughter, and storms to Frans saying she will leave whatever it costs. He nearly takes her in his arms, then reminds her she once promised her boy he would never miss his mother; Peter would claim the child. She agrees, forbids him to visit, and his hair turns grey overnight. When the captain demands Peter marry Henny, Kaja sets her price for divorce: Peter must renounce every right to the child.

Part 5

Death, faced squarely, looks like chains falling away

At the Oringe asylum, Kaja's mother, Mrs Halling, lies dying, still asking Frans for news of her 'prince.' He tells her the prison is open, and forbids Kaja to look away: only by seeing death can one stop fearing it. Raving, the mother reveals a husband who trampled her daily, and says suffering women die in silence. She whispers of wings and goes. Haunted afterward by fear of inheriting her illness, Kaja confides in Frans, who asks for a young, healthy wife next spring; she says yes.

Part 6

Frans serves for his Rachel with his own hands

Through a long winter awaiting the legal date of 4 April, Frans buys broken antiques and, mocked by a suburban cabinetmaker, learns carpentry to restore them himself. His sceptical landlady asks why; he answers, 'I serve for Rachel', like Jacob. His absences make Kaja jealous and tearful until little Helle tells on her. On the eve of the wedding he unlocks their new home, lit with candles in copper holders, and they toast, sit at their own table, and wonder whether such happiness can last.

Part 7

Life fills the last page in blood red

Three days after the wedding, a coffin under spring flowers travels from Höjstrup to Rödvig, and Kaja rides behind it with Helle, who remembers how hard his father breathed on the train. Frans has died of happiness, something she never thought possible. She chooses his rooms at the Studiestræde, which his landlady has lit festively on his orders, and finds a bouquet tied with a ribbon reading 'Aan Rachel.' She puts Helle to bed asking where his father is, and saves the champagne for her son.

Part 8

Some verses are Dutch poems standing in for Danish

Translator D. Logeman-Van der Willigen notes that, with Blicher-Clausen's permission, some of the novel's verses are not literal translations but quotations from Dutch poems chosen to match the original mood. The publisher lists the author's other titles: Inga Heine, Kjeld, Frater Giovanni and De Viool. The Project Gutenberg colophon follows, crediting Jeroen Hellingman and the Distributed Proofreaders team, keeping the old spelling, and itemising typesetting corrections page by page.

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Het Verloren Tooverland

A young woman begs life to write in her, then learns too late which love was real.

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